World Diary Day - A glimpse into my diary!

hello friends, After a long time i'm mailin you.. yesterday(12th June,2009) was "World diary day".. i also write diary and today i hav come forward to share a few pages with you.. My life's story is ofcourse an open book to read.. no secrets to hide from the world! Read if you like it n if u want to kno how much i really miss all you people... First day in college was horrible,wen i wasnt offered room to stay rather i was asked to stay in study hall. de first two days went really horrible.. cleanin,clearin the room,arrangin my things n so on n so forth.. then,third day was the first day i cried after 12 years. That was because i waited in queue for more than one hour for eatin jus one dosa (usually amma gives me all in my own table fast n hot..)then.. days passed.. 18 gals filled the room.. my first best friend was deepa.k.. who was my sweet frnd in the room, all our seniors diana,brinda,vasuki akkas paid visit in our room and explained us the terms n conditions of our hostel n college.. and one day durin roll call,they asked us if deepa n i were cousins!!!! actually we resembled quite same. but now there's lots of difference thou.. (deepa's more pretier..)no later,vijayasri stepped in our readin hall.. and only tat day i learnt tat sri n deepa were childhood frnds. valli n kalanidhi used to visit our hall and they always found me readin.(ha ha ha.. chuma first yearla padikra ponnu madhri scenu potaen,that's all) after tat i was really happy to kno tat guys n gals shudnt talk.. (i was a spy in my school so i had no problem with this regulation). but laboratory la kuda pesama pananumnu sonadhu romba kashtama pochu then @ night i used to call my mom,dad n brother! i met shakambharee one day. i'm an extrovert so i opened the conversation first.. "hi,shakambharee.. IN this class,our class people wont forget 3 gals:1.it's u-becoz ur name is different, 2.VIDYALAXMI- becoz she's really pretty, 3.IT's me- for my biggggg name n initial." then we left the place.. i never spoke to kavitha.s but wen i was told by our class gals tat she was our new rep.. i rushed to our class n found tat sweet smilin doll.. the beautiful doll's name was kavitha.. i wondered if she really had tat leadership skill.. n she has ofcourse proven it.. hats off dear! new year was round the corner,and between, all seniors liked me cos i was a loud bathroom singer!! we all planned,and it was on tat 2004,JAn 1st,our senior gals n our class gals became close. valli,kalanidhi,neghi,navanee,a few other dept gals were so close to me n made tat day memorable.. thanks dear! the only guy who used to talk to me was sangeeth(my school mate). then i met sowmiya n alexander and between LDS events began.. thou the rep wanted vijishree to be the LDS rep,you ppl n shree asked me to be the LDS rep. i really enjoyed tat post. for the first time i realised tat many talented guys are in our class! THE PROOF WAS NATURE DAY @ AMRITA INST. sankar became my first frnd in clas(in boys side),we planned to develop interaction. so,i spoke to vaithi,ezhil n umesh.. thou they listened carefully n patiently(i kno these naughty guys wud be commentin on me!never mind!!) finally the interaction started.. durin practicals,we started talkin.. it began there.. elyzia.. the event tat developed our friendship n i wont forget how ramya,suryalaxmi,shree,vidya danced n i was really amazed. then sankar's comperin n selva kumar as virumandi.. my fav hero's kamal.. so i was screamin.. and the next week we had to submit our observation., selva didnt draw graphs.. i noticed tat n i asked if i cud help him.. then i drew the graphs.. i never do anythin for granted.. i drew those graphs cos.. i appreciated his role played in the skit! so,time went on...in this world nothin is given free of cost.. so is friendship! i realised tis wen komala n beula explained me tat spendin for others is a good habit n there's always a giv n take policy between frnds. until school.. i never had the best frnds as everyone boasts off.. but i had real good frnds around me always. i had a policy of not sitckin on to jus one group r one person in terms of frndship.. i jus want to interact more n learn human pschology. infact,i hav really made up n learnt many lessons.. my father always says dont spend money for others but u can help them wen they want.. in college ppl told me spend for others to gain frndship!!!!!!!!! i really spent a lot n realised of late tat "temporary frndship s made out of money, and as my dad said only true care n affection can build permanent frndship!" chris mom n chris child game was another thin-cant be forgotten.. many cross dares ! ponni's karate was superb n k.priyadhrshini's role as one chithi character.. oh my god! fabulous.. first yrku apram,second yearla,.. i was with sowmi,vaish,k.priya. nice gals ! i the beginnin i was real comfortable sharin my stuff with them but later too big gang.. less privacy. so,i jus good relationship.. lots if rumours,gossips,i cudnt go on.. so komala n beula helped me. but sowmi,vaish n k.priya helped me a lot to study. Surya kala-my maths coach! they all came home n had lunch! tat day was really spl. but i guess they've forgotten all tat! never mind! then comes vidya.. my frnd but i dont kno y.. w became rivals! even now i wonder.. but hey vidya.. remeber all those nights u cum to my room n we keep talkin bout each other until 2 or 3?? those were beautiful days! i really miss them all! then.. doodoos declared.. umesh.vaithi,sajeev.ezhil,sundar,nachi,s enthil,oops! i forgot the other one.. who's tat?? FRIENDSS.. my sweet frnds.. i still hav yo tall gal doll with me tat u ppl. presented. vaithi was another good frnd of mine who spoke so much to mebout him,family etc but i was shocked wen he turned his back n passed such stupid comments on his frnd! only tat day i realised i was never these ppl's frnd.. same is the case with EZHIL.>> THE GUY WHO HURT ME THE MOST FOR THE REASON STILL UNKNOWN TO ME.. usually i give preference to all relations.. but never i degraded anyone's frndship.. i used to wonder how frnds cud talk ill bout their on frnds.. if they speak ill.. are they really our tru frnds?? all these thoughts almost killed me.. and it was the last days final tat i realised all such frndship with frnds who jus feign should end.. it was easy said than done! heart breakin.. many more gals(let me not mention the names also shared the same feelin to me in the last days) idhu oru pakkam iruka.. kaka.. engira kalpana veetuku pona andha mundru natkal lifela na romba enjoy panuna days.. sugarcane fields, sunflowers..amaravathy aaru!.. cha!! samaiya irundhuchu.. kaka,nandhini,ponni,anandhi,m.priya,bhag ya,i were in water like hippo for nearly 4-6 hrs.. really amazin.. no boys! NO tension,no worries! the same tat happened @ monkey falls.. subhashini..my dear pulsar..(subhi,dont forget our ladybird-nachi.. he he he! first yearla vaithi unna kindal panumbodhu,na nachiku vacha peyar ithu! remember) boys illama nalla dhan irundhuchu.. boys kuda nala aatam potadhu bangalore iv n amritha institute ponadhu!!!! indha madhri niraiya ninaivugal iruku.. #yoga tour, #goala shree kuda pona water bikin, #walkin with sindu,koms,beuls... komala ku koms nu na dhan peyar vachaen.. but adhu Praveen solli dhan famous aachu,,!! ena koduma komala idhu!?? #bit adichadhu #ilam pooranan kuda pona trainin AAVin.. ilam i wont forget tat conversation: "me: yannai ku oru kaalam vandha,poonaikum varum! ilam: yannai ninaicha poonaiya nasikirum" dhinamum anga fightu dhan.. but neenga ootiya.. he became my frnd! ha ha ha.. and tat card he gave me.. still safe with me # lab la rameshwar-ramya fight,saranya.s-judge,i-witness,p.sarany a-police! rahul (RBF nu peyar vachu avana bayangarama otuvom but wen he's near samaiya paminom) rahul dhan enga batchla sama sincere and hey congrats for yo higher studies da! all the best.. ram n sivakumar kudutha gift kuda safeaa iruku but ram neeyum en kuda ipdi enkud sanda poduva nu ninaikala.. varuthama dhan iruku.. sajeev.. our entertainer.. epapaathalum paatu.. esp. oh pennae pennae,unna enga pudichaen?? i really wonder who tat gal s?? #placement activities #elyzia! karnatic songs n bharathnatyam-vijayalaksmi ramya wenever i see tat song pardesia yeh sach he piya... un nyabagam dhan d varudhu mahalaxmi.. dolu dolu paadra vidham irukae.. yamah!!!!!! still andha paatu paatha un nenapu dhan.. aasaiya kaatrula thoodhu vitu ku surya, western keta subhi n sowmi boys film paatu na deepa.d n havitha.k.l saranya srinivasana... anjali anjali..shakuvum naanum thapichom(jus kiddin) malargale means ponni gumi adi gumi adi na sindhu vadu maanga na vidya.. nachi unna pathi enna sola.. unga bucket dance.. madhav.. haiyo u r a hard core rationalist nu ninaichaen.. sari freeya vidu.. u all supprted me in many ways,, #semester exams tamil,thendral,tharini,viveka priya,aishwarya.. ivanga illama na fail dhan ayurpaen.. #sashi,nandhini,p.saranya,sri vidhya,alamelu-en lifela na assume panuna china role models! #neghi n ilam pirai..engagement mudinju eppa kalyanam nu wait panuraen.. #srividhya,vijilac,n i went to an INTERNATIONAL CONFERNCE..ask them for more details.. (HA HA HA) #indha madhri innum niraiya iruku.. Rest in Next! hope u enjoyed.. always your good friend, ashu aka pushpa (A letter written for the Elyzians of Govt. College of Technology, Coimbatore)